很多人你会再也见不到
下周二,Bido要在去湖北前请大家吃顿饭。很巧的是Lacy第二天也要出国了。
Bido说大家一定要聚一下,让我安排,他和Lacy平摊饭钱。Bido说多叫点人,我说行啊,香格里拉自助吧,一人¥400。Bido说我一共就才¥500…玩笑开完,放下电话,我想,这应该是大家的最后一顿饭了吧。MSN上,我对蓉姐说去吧,蓉姐说周一上午的火车回老家,我说如果你不去的话,很多人你会再也见不到了。
确实是这样的。这个班可是说已经散架了,很多人会再也见不到了。老妖自打高考完了就回浙江了,到现在只有在拿成绩的那天见了他一面。后来听柿子说,他给老妖发短信老妖都没回过。送疯子、B超和Bido要去复读了,B超去人大,Bido去黄冈。好远啊,我说Bido你怎么不去东莞啊?那里更远。
Lacy和小嘎要出国了,小嘎8月走,Lacy下周。这一走就是地球的另一边,想再见面还得费个万八千的然后飞机上待10几个小时。还有很多同学散落在中国各地,其实他们和小嘎Lacy一样,真正疏远的不是物理距离。不论同学录上是怎么写得,最后大部分的人会变成陌生的路人。所以我在这次分别之前,根本没有打算留下同学们的遗言。敏姐说等你们毕业了,长大了,30了,成家了,会更怀念高中同学们和高中的感情。我个人认为,高中的感情是比较纯真的,而且也是在唯一能见证蜕变成长的过程中建立起来的。
老衣冠和相当稳要去西安了,会有很长的时间见不到他们了。不知道他俩所谓的距离不会改变的爱情能否在北京和西安之间搭起一道彩虹,其实他们自己也不知道。恋人们就此分别,电信公司就此增值,但是最后走到最后的又有几个?
我说过,我不想长大,如果时间能够停留在一刻,我希望是高中,我希望是高三。也许你会说我太幼稚,也许你会觉得人生的路还长,你会问我为什么我要驻足在刚刚启程。但你也许无法明白,这50多个人对我是多么的重要。也许你无法体会,面对挚友们的离开,一切都会变得苍白。
“我觉得我们忽然长大了,就在等待高考的日子里,就在高考的考场上,就在无所事事的等待中,就在那个忽然感动你的黄昏”——蓉姐
有人说人生正道是沧桑,有人说回忆最美。我知道我们都该向前看,真正的朋友们会与自己相伴。可是大浪淘尽的沙滩上,能嵌在沙滩上的贝壳又能有多少被我们捡起?虽然我从下都生活在大学的环境里,我知道到大学班的概念会很淡薄,拥挤的宿舍里会又兄弟,会有宿敌。等到毕业后呢?我想,我明白了为什么敏姐会那么对我说。
高考前,敏姐在班里发表了最后的训话,分发了准考证。自大家踱步离开那个教室以后,再也没有人看到50个笑脸坐在那个拥挤的教室里。曾经的欢笑变成沉寂的哑剧,在眼前一边又一边地过带。我想再体验一会,可是谁还能再找齐这50多个人呢?
Farewell, some of you. The story we have past, will never leave my mind.

<Goodbye My Lover> – James Blunt
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one. You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
x劢这篇文章真的让我伤心了,“再也见不到”这是多么可怕的字眼,我觉得这就像是一个诅咒,我看见它就不由自主地颤抖,如果我们不曾相遇,如果我们不曾分离……三年美好的一切就要结束了吗???我好害怕……好害怕……